Kenapa?

Kenapa?
Kau dulu sangat dekat dengan ku, sekarang kau mendadak menjauhiku?

Kenapa?
Kau begitu senang akan kehadiranku, tapi sekarang kau begitu membenci ku?

Kenapa?
Kau bilang kau bahagia saat kehadiran ku dan sekarang kau bertindak seperti ku mengecewakan mu?

Kenapa?
Kau datang padaku, kalau akhirnya kau pergi dariku?

Kenapa?
Kau tega membuat ku tertawa tapi akhirnya kau juga yang membuat ku menangis?

Kenapa?
Kau tak memberikan jawaban, apalagi alasan?

Kenapa kau tega melakukan ini?
Lupakah kau akan masa lalu?
Saat kita bahagia bersama?
Dan sekarang kau ingat hanya tertekan saat bersama ku?
Tidak kah kau ingat ku pernah membantu mu saat kau jatuh?
Ku tak berniat mengungkit, tapi hanya ingin membuat mu ingat, kalau ku pernah menyemangati hidup mu..

Semua sudah terlambat,

Saat emosi yang berbicara, tali yang sudah terjalin pun bisa putus.
Tapi disetiap rencana, pastilah ada celah.
Ku hanya minta pada mu, maafkan lah aku yang bodoh ini..
Ku harap kau hidup senang tanpa kehadiran ku, sahabat..

Sahabat ku

Kehilangan emang sungguh menyakitkan...
Terpuruk bahkan mati bisa dibuatnya...
Ku telah kehilangan seorang teman....
Seorang sahabat yang tlah ku anggap saudara...
Sungguh menyengsarakan saat ku tak lagi bisa bersamamu,
Wahai sahabat...
Ingin rasanya ku ayunkan tongkat ku,
ku lantunkan sebuah mantera maut...
Agar raga ini busuk, namun jiwa ku tetap mengingat mu...
Tapi ku sadar, buat apa ku lakuin tingkah bodoh itu,
Karena ku yakin kau pasti kan kembali wahai sahabat...

Surat untuk Tuhan

Ya Rabb, ini terjadi lagi.

Ketika ku mengingatnya, dada ku sesak.

Jantung ku berdetak tak beraturan.

Tangan ku mulai gemetar dan berkeringat.

Ketika ku melihatnya, ingin rasanya ku menangis,

mengejarnya dan berteriak,

"Jangan tinggalkan aku!"

Ya Rabb, Ku sadar usaha ku sia-sia belaka.

Ku tak lagi diijinkan tuk merajut tali silaturahmi dengannya.

Dia memilih menjauh, pergi dan mengabaikan,

meninggalkanku yang tertatih di tepi jurang maut.

Ya Rabb, kenapa Kau masih mengijinkan ku mengingatnya?

Kau pasti lebih tahu, gimana rasa sakitnya.

Kan kah Kau ingin mempertemukan kami kembali?

Dengan membiarkan ku mengingatnya dalam mimpi?

'Pa kah Kau menguji dia laksana Kau menguji ku?

Dengan sentilan akan rasa kehilangan?

Ya Rabb, Kau Maha Segalanya.

Ku percaya akan mukjizatmu,

Dan ku yakin,

Kau telah mempersiapkan hari indah dibalik semua ini.

Cinta dan Sahabat

Semilir angin menari dan membelai rambutku,

ombak kecil berdesir mengguncang jemari kaki di pasir hitam.

Mata ku memandang laut lepas di ujung Samudera.

Menghayalkan segala dosa,

yang pernah dilakukan raga dan jiwa.

Apa yang harus kulakukan, agar bisa menebus dosaku?

Saat kata maaf tak lagi berharga,

saat berjabat tangan dianggap dusta.

Ku rela melakukan apa saja, asal jangan kau memilih pergi,

dan menganggap semua itu menebus kesalahanku.

Hai kawan, relakah kau meninggalkan ku?

Membiarkan ku jatuh dan tertimpa tangga?

Relakah kau melihatku bangun sendiri saat ku terjatuh?

Aku bisa kawan, aku bisa.

Aku bisa bangun tapi langkah ku kan pincang,

Karena bagi ku kau langkah ku menuju Karang.

Ku telah jatuh cinta, bukan cinta biasa.

Ini cinta yang beda,

bahkan ini lebih dari cinta, sayang dan perhatian.

Ku bisa relakan hilangnya cinta ,

ketika Tuhan menganggap dia bukanlah jodoh,

tapi ku tak bisa relakan kehilanganmu,

lagipula tak ada istilah, kita belum "jodoh tuk berteman?"

Hai kawan, ku harap kau tak melupakan ku,

kau tak mengacuhkan kehadiran ku,

dan kumohon jangan hapus total aku dari memorimu.

Ku tau, kau takkan lama seperti ini.

Ku tau, ini hanya emosi mu sesaat.

Dan kuharap saja, dugaan ku benar,

karena ku tak sanggup tertawa lepas tanpa kehadiranmu, sahabat.

Moga kau baik-baik saja, dimana pun sekarang kau berada.

Don't You Remember

Ku harap kamu selalu mengingatku, tak melupakan ku, mengenang masa-masa kita, dan ku harap kita dapat bertemu lagi. Buat kamu yang pernah mengisi hati ku...

When will I see you again?

You left with no goodbye, none a single word was said,

No final kiss to seal any sins,

I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?

Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I often think about where I went wrong,

The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,

And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you space so you could breathe,

I kept my distance so you would be free,

And hope that you find the missing piece,

To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?

Don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before,

Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again? 

Mengenang Mu

Hai Ang, apa kabar?

Ingin sekali rasanya ku menyapa mu hari ini, tapi ku tak berani, ku pasti mengganggu mu.

Tiap detik ku selalu ingin tahu kabar mu, tapi ku sadar, ku hanya duri dalam hidup mu.

Kesunyian mu membuat ku pilu, kehampaan mu membuat ku hilang arah.

Ku disini, hanya bisa duduk dalam sepi, memandang langit yang penuh awan,

segerombolan bangau terbang pulang ke sarang, berbarengan seperti bergandengan tangan.

Sementara aku, kotor penuh dosa, sendirian, menangisi bayang mu.

Walaupun tak pantas, ku harap kau disini, menggengggam tangan ku, menemani langkah ku.

Senyum mu mendebar raga ku.

Tawa mu bak musik penyemangat jiwa.

Bisikan mu menggelitik hasrat ku.

Bibir mu menyejukkan amarah ku.

Sentuhan mu sungguh menenangkan hati .

Pilu rasanya ku kembali mengingat masa lalu, saat kita tertawa bersama, sakit bersama.

Ku ingin kembali ke masa lalu, memandang mata mu, mencium bibir mu, kemudian memeluk ragamu, sembari membisikkan, "Jangan tinggalkan aku"

Oh Ang, apakah kau masih ingat masa kita? manis dan pahitnya masa lalu? masihkah kau mengingat ku?

Semua yang kau berikan pada ku, hadiah ataupun cendera mata, kan ku selalu simpan dan kenakan.

Karena dengan itu, ku kan merasakan kehadiran mu di setiap langkah ku.

Takdir emang kejam, masa depan tak pernah kita tahu.

Ku harap kau mengingatku, yang pernah mengisi hari-harimu, dan bila kau membaca tulisan ini,

Kau harus tahu, ku akan selalu mengingat mu, menyimpan dirimu dalam sanubariku, selamanya, always.

Thank You

To those of you who have pushed me, thank you.

Without you I would have fallen.

To those of you who laughed at me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have cried.

To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you left me lonely, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have discovered my self.

But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it,

it is you, I thank the most.

Because without you I wouldn't have tried.

If I Let You Go

Day after day, time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching, but I can't find
The courage to show, to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
Oh yeah
How will I know...?
If I let you go

Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame, we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later, I got to choose
And once again, I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

If I let you go...oh..baby
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But If I let you go, I will never know
Oh baby
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
Oh yeah
How will I know ?
If I let you go

Terbang

Di balik sebuah mimpi,

ada sebuah harapan,

ada sebuah kisah yang tersimpan.

Berjuang untuk hidup,

berjuang untuk jiwa,

berjuang untuk sahabat sejati.

Dan aku ingin terus bermimpi,

dan ingin mewujudkannya.

Bila harus ku berlari,

bila harus ku terjatuh,

bila nanti ku terluka,

ku tak akan meminta.

Di sinilah ku berdiri,

di sinilah ku bertahan,

aku tak akan berpaling,

karna ku bisa dan ku akan terbang.

fly away, fly away

searching for the brightest light

fly away, fly away

searching for the brightest light

For You

To Dear...

This is a thousand of poem that I write for you.

But I still felt that I failed to explain,

How nice you are

How fun you are

How your shadow closing my eyes

How your voice closing my ear

How your heart closing my mind

So I create the poem in my heart

The poem that created by rhyme of love

                                                      The poem that wrote by the tears of happiness

                                                      And the poem that can only be understood by you

                                                      Just for you dear....

Inilah karya sahabat ku, Alul D'bright... (sebenarnya numpang promosi :p)

Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Ku kan mencari seperti mu, walaupun dia hanya mirip dengan mu,
Ku harap kau takkan melupakan ku, dan kau tahu,
Ku takkan pernah melupakan mu.
Kau akan selalu disini,
di Hati ku
Love U

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

What is your name?

Ini adalah curahan hati sahabat ku Alul D'bright buat kekasihnya.. hihihihi

So, What Else I Want

Your eyes are the stars that shine so bright,
Your arms are the blanket that wraps me thigt.
Your body's move, cooling me from harm,
Your touch is my Teddy Bear, soft and warm.
Your hand is the tissue that dries my tears,
Your strength is my sword that fights my fears.
Your smile's my sun that brightens my days,
Your kiss is the wind that takes my breath away.
Your hair is the sky as black as night,
Your laughter's a child so full of life.
Your voice is the lullaby that sings me to sleep,
Your lips are a candy so juicy and sweet.
Your are the answer to my prayers from up above,
The one who will always have my love.

So, what else I want.....

Ini adalah puisi buatan teman, sahabat dan saudara saya, Alul D'Bright, dialah penggugah dalam diri saya, setelah orang tua saya untuk memberi semangat kepada saya untuk menjalani hidup yang sulit ini. Terima kasih teman. Puisi ini saya ambil dari catatan nya karena puisi ini sangat saya suka dan ingin saya persembahkan buat seseorang yang berusaha pergi dari hati saya :(

Buat Dia disana, I still loving U
Dan buat saudara ku, semoga kau baik-baik disana, Miss U

I Miss U

The first time I know you,

you're so fun, your smile, your laugh.

When we first met,

you're so amazing, your eyes, your face.

That's when I realized I had fallen in love with you.

But why now you're doubted my love?

Why?

When you're happy. I'm happy.

When you smile, I smile.

When you laugh, I laugh.

And when you're sad, I'm very sad.

Would not that be called love?

If I'm angry because your attitude,

if I'm annoyed because your done,

if I'm over manage your life?

Forgive me...

It all happened because I love you so much.

You're the last one in my mind but you're the first time in my heart

I don't want to see you sad, my love.

I miss your smile, your laugh, and your jokes.

Because you are everything.

After all this time, I always love you.

I miss you...